yay~ to my new pills that keep me happy!


yes, i finally got some new pills and they work like crazy!
im happy, motivated and filled with energy!
to bad i got sick...

and lol, i got a letter from Dienstplicht!
asking me if i want to join the army... hell no!
working hard to defend my ass outside my cave, dont sounds very attractive to me...
il just stay here and be lazy!

and to be clear to all here, im back and gona post here more again!



~Jeroen Schindeler
(please comment again)

you wont see me much the next days or so...
im super depressed and the thoughts of killing myself to get rid of this crappy life have already been in mind.
not that i want to kill myself but im continually think about it, cant realy help it

why im posting this is cuz i want to share my feelings with the world,
thats it




~jeroen schindeler

w00t! downloaded a couple of songs and hell they rock....

yes, i became super lifeless for a short while and used Limewire to download 30 tracks of dragonforce!
lucky for you guys i uploaded for a friend and will also post it here!

- Dragonforce download!

(after the next post is placed this link will move to a special spot @ my blog)


today was my first day @ school after the (to short) vacation!
IT WAS FREAKIN HOT!!! and not the usual hot, but the "to hot to enjoy" hot...
so that kinda sucked...

i might gona get a new tv (my current remoteless thing is from the stone age or something...)
just for €15,- i can get an almost not used tv WITH a remote!

and its only getting better and better cuz today or tomorrow i will get my 500GB EHD!!! (external hard drive)
and i only have to pay €25,50~

next time i will tell how this ends...



~jeroen schindeler

lol, i kinda promised that i post here today...

yesterday i was @ amsterdam! watched the movie ''meet the spartans'' and i seriously lold about it...
i was the last person that left the cinema and you could see those people that work there thinking 'hurry up! i want to go home!!!'
so i decided to walk out SLOWLY

and yes, you can guess it, i was playing grand chase (ANOTHER mmorpg that im playing an being addicted to) non-stop to so nothing to tell here again... SORRY!!!!



~jeroen schindeler
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OMG!!!! more then 100 pageviews!!!
i need to make a simple art to celebrate this small event... maybe later
(seriously, i didnt thought that this would been read!)

im gona download some more mmorpg's cuz i need small breaks between the games...
if you (yes you) got some low req. mmorpg's laying around that are fun to play, PLEASE COMMENT!!!!
or be a lazy ass and say it in the shoutbox.... (that's what i would do)



[celebration art goes here, someday]


~Jeroen Schindeler