ah yes, back to my blog...

allot happened to me the last few months,
now sit back and read my story.


this happened a few weeks after the last post,

my depression was getting worse, i tried to fight against it but slowly i saw it was only getting worse, this was NOT what i wanted...

the next deep depression was the worst depression i ever had and i didn't wanted to life like this anymore, i wanted to kill myself, and almost did.
if my mom didn't come home for me i was not here anymore.

i was send to a mental hospital called "Triversum" it wasn't a bad place to go, people where (most of the time) fun to hang with.

after a week at the emergency spot i was send to the observation spot, where i needed to be for 11 weeks, there they helped me back up and gave me hope.
it was real fun there.

at week 9 they talked with me about the future, they said i could go on there and train myself to life a 'normal' live, i agreed.
sadly there is a waiting list for that and they think i need to wait for 3 months...

The End


so thats is what happened to me, i hope you understand.
il be posting more frequently from now on.


~Jeroen Schindeler
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